For a day in your courts is better than a thousand elsewhere. I would rather be a doorkeeper in the house of my God than dwell in the tents of wickedness. Psalm 84:10
I’ve been thinking a lot about change the last several weeks and pinpointing where and how God wants me to change. One thing I’ve noticed is just how much I’ve ignored the voice of God when He has instructed me or sought to offer guidance. If I am honest I can only call it what it is, a root of rebellion and pride. Oh, I’ve tried to justify it by noting some disappointing circumstances that God has allowed to unfold in my life, but it’s pride sure and simple.
As I look back, under the conviction of the Holy Spirit, this little thought when allowed to run unchecked, took me away from my single focus of listening to and heeding God’s voice. Whatever things I think I might have accomplished by rushing around and doing things my way were ultimately empty compared to the ongoing peace that I have when I listen to His voice. What can compare to the peace that overwhelms my heart when I am thrilled to hear God’s voice and respond in humility?
These thoughts were triggered as I was reading Psalm 84:10 and I began to realize that fellowship with God is much sweeter than anything else and I would rather be a doorkeeper, if that is what God wants, than have everything that I thought I desired.
Psalm 84 is attributed to the Sons of Korah, the same Korah mentioned in Numbers 16 who led a rebellion against Moses and Aaron. What’s amazing is that Korah was a Levite who already had an important job in regards to the tabernacle, but that job wasn’t enough from his perspective. Korah wanted to be a priest, up there with Moses and Aaron. He wanted something more, something different than what God desired for him. So he instigated a rebellion dragging many others into it with him and the result was God’s judgment and the death of those who joined him.
How ironic, years later, “the Sons of Korah” would write this Psalm which reflects a heart content with what God has determined for them. Even being a doorkeeper is better than something “greater” if that something “greater” is outside of God’s will. It is more satisfying to be in the place that God ordains than it is to be anywhere else outside of His will. What a change from their father’s attitude.
Have you been broken by God to the point that you can say, “If I am outside of God’s will, it doesn’t matter what accolades I receive from people. It is all so truly empty.” How much more I would rather know in my heart of hearts that I am walking in obedience, joy, peace, and in fellowship with the Lord, heeding His sweet voice…than running on the hamster wheel of this world trying to obtain satisfaction.
In Psalm 84:2 the Sons of Korah write: My soul yearns, even faints, for the courts of the LORD; my heart and my flesh cry out for the living God. This is my heart today. I know that God has promised in His Word that those who hunger and thirst for Him will be satisfied. I choose to nurture this yearning today, to allow the Lord to feed it.
Lord, help me to tune my heart to hear Your voice and be my satisfaction this day, I pray. In Jesus’ Name, Amen.








